Japanese village

i went Japanese village wit ma frens yesterday ..
not bad huh
enjoyed .
after that we went to Sunway Pyramid shopping
had our lunch in GASOLINE .
bac home at 5++
so tired man .

some picha here

sorry lui ,
i lost my control ..
it's reli not ur fault ..
i miss her again ,
can't stop the tears from falling
TT

Unf0rgotten day

昨天跟Catwalk的姐妹们去金河唱k `
全部玩得很癫啊
发生了很多趣事 ,
真的很开心 ^^

虽然不齐人啦 ,
Babe下次一定要去哦 ..
=]

晚上去QQ吃steamboat ..
庆祝catwalk成功 ^^

YEAH !

i heart u all guys ♥

Yesterday

i had a nice day wit primary school frens and teacher yesterday ..
we played badminton in a very big court
i dunno where is it actually ,
1st time been there ..
Wow ..
more than 2 years i didn't meet them ,
JR change a lot
become taller .

thx his fren keep helping me yesterday xD
and he is quite funny ..
HAHAHA ..

im looking forward fer tomolo ,
gonna sing k wit them and having steamboat at nitez ..
tata =)

文艺日___♥

昨天是我们的大日子
^文艺日^
前天忙了一整天 ,
到振升家弄头发 + 化妆
我的头发半个小时多就弄好了
开始没事情做 ..
头痛又睡不到 ,
还好哒玲阿Luii陪我sms
谢谢你们啦 ..=)
途中还停电了3次 ,
吓死我们了 ><"
2点美燕买了宵夜给我们吃 ,
然后就开始化妆 ..
一直到昨天早上6点
我们就出发去学校总彩排了 。
大家都很紧张 ,
彩排很顺利的完成了 ,

秀还感动到哭了 ...

我知道大家都有说不出的感觉 ,

这种感觉

只有我们明白

真的 是最后一次了 ..

过了一段时间就到我们出场了 ,
我会记得表演前秀说过的话 ,
还有大家为自己呐喊加油的时候 。
还没出场淑婷紧张得哭了 ,
大家都安慰她 ..
我也很紧张啊 !
谢谢哒玲的拥抱和Luii的支持 ^^
出场后突然想回以前练习的时候 ,
无视观众 自我的走
表演也很顺利地完成了
表演完毕了大家都很舍不得 ..
T~T

我期待下一次的聚会 ..

4/8 CATWALK TESTING

秀 ,

真的很谢谢你 ..

你为我们做了很多 ，

也牺牲很多 。

这里16个人 ,

没有一个比你辛苦 ,

我们这一点点累根本不算什么 ..

不需要心疼我们噢 ..

昨天看得出你很累了 ,

可是还是为我每一个精心打扮 ,

每一个都很美丽 ，

这就是你的成果 ..

至于表演那方面 ,

不管在观众的眼中是好是坏 ,

都不重要 ..

最重要的是大家有缘一起努力完成一个任务 ,

那种感动 ..

那些回忆 ..

那份喜悦 ..

是别人体会不到的 ，

只有我们明白 。
这些比起那些什么好评都来得珍贵 ^^
这是你教我的 ,

昨天我真的体会到了 。

你教了我们很多东西 ,

有你才有我们 !

*我们爱你噢 ^^

我已不是那个自己 ?

我知道,
一切已成了定局
人死了不能复活
这是事实 ..

我也不想这样,
用忙碌的生活去逃避
思念它还是一直跟着我
没作用
反而会累坏自己 。

昨天是19号
特别想你 ..
我知道你回来过,
看着不知从哪飞来的黑蝴蝶
心想那一定是你 !
我控制眼泪不往下流,
不想让你看见,
直到你离开了 ..
你,过得好吗 ？
想我们吗 ？
我们都好想你哦

压力 思念
造成了恶梦,
每晚
每一晚都把我吓醒,
醒来后不知所措,
连现实和梦都分不清楚
一直到我踏入你的房间
是空的,
连感觉也是空虚的 。

累了,
笑容是伪装的,
没人看穿我的笑脸 。
再坚强的人也有脆弱的时候 ..

婷,
一切会过去的,
欣然接受老天的安排吧
你已做得很好了,
时间会帮到你的 ..
继续 别放弃 ! 加油


彷彿還是昨天　
可是昨天　己非常遙遠　
但閉上我雙眼　我還看得見
可惜不是你　陪我到最後　
曾一起走　卻走失那路口　
感謝那是你 牽過我的手　
還能感受那溫柔

*ignore me

hate nightmares

i dreamed about u on yesterday nite . finally .
but .
it wasn't a dream tat i await of .
it's a horrible nightmare AGAIN ,
u suddenly disappear from my side and gone wit someone .
when i wake up juz cried .
felt alone and helpless .

i treat u as my mom
you're so important to me .
since u leave me
my feeling is ..
like a child fail from lack of support when her mom left her .
u were juz like the mom .
and i am the child who was abandon by u .

i hate nightmares
@#$%&* !
*juz ignore me

I miss you

i saw my new part time maid
suddenly think of u again .
it's no any chance to hear u ask me to do well on my exam .
it's no any chance to be wit u on my bufday .
it's no any chance to celebrate any events wit u .
WHY !
no ones could noe how sad am i . how is my feeling .
no ones could noe how much i miss you .
no ones could noe u really means me a lotsss .
no ones could noe you're how important to me in my life .
NO ONES !

I miss you ..
where are u .
is it tat's u on yesterday nite ?
don disappear from my side ..
i wish i could see u even juz a second .
i won't be scare
i do really miss you a lotsss ...

don't leave me . come back plsss .
my life won't be perfect without u .
4EVER NEVER !





heart broken 2day T.T
*ignore me

good luck

what am i doing here ..
exam later but i 0n9 to write blog
HAHAHA ..
actually i juz wana find some1 to talk to
tat 's my blog ~~

slep fer a while
had a horrible nightmare .
damn hate .

i sewed my clothes since my parents were went out ..
i won't stop by them .
and im free .
:D

i din slep fer whole night .
drank a cup of coffee and study fer history subject .
and ofcoz
scare nightmare come to find me again .

*still haven finish my revision yet .
but i gonna take history test later .
wish me good luck .

unluckily

Bad news here ..
I sick again .
get flu and fever . OMG .
what happen to my body ..?
saw doctor 2 times on last week ..
i think i won't see doctor again tis time
hope recover soon ..
so i can't complete my performance's clothes now ,
if not my parents will scold me again ..
Aiks . how sad .
mayb i'll do it on thursday whole nite .
now juz force by them to rest and study
><"

yesterday was Wai's bufdae ..
and tomolo is honey HWEII bufdae ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY .
Mu a ke si .
:)



gonna go to study now . Bye .
and take k guys ~

Exam

Oh well .
exam came again ..
really not enough slep or even get a rest everyday
><"

i'm still in emotional ..
wana find someone to talk to ..
but who will be the person ,
to share my story with ..?

sorry to u bb ,
he still contact me sometimes ,
and i don't know why i'll replied him ..
nothing to talk wit him too .
just fren =) ..

next saturday is our SHOW TIME !!
how nervous am i ..
i scare i can't do well on it ..
and i am worry about tomolo ..
=(

i had no mood study fer this exam ..
but so what ..?
i still nid to force myself to study ..
if not .

gonna hav a movie wit babe and darling them tomolo ..
niteZ .

Contradiction

Again ..
i really hate this feeling ..
why u come again ..?
and i always think tat is bcoz of myself ..
i cause all this ..?
Is changing ,
even i can't control .
I noe
nothing i can do to change back tis ..

it's the TRUTH .
it's the FACT .

Facts are stronger than arguments ..


what i can say juz ..
sorry ..

Turn better

Finally
everything turn better a bit now , i think my throat recoverd .
thx all ma frens , im ok now .
i really felt so lucky to hav those frens who treat me whole-heartedly =)
thx babe ..
she took tis fer me .












*it's water barli and i made a lurve heart to say [ thanks ]
HAHAHA ..

and of coz , thx shu xian too .
she bought me 2 packs of strepsils ♥



i took my pet Bobby to take a bath and groom 2dae ..
da price was RM82 . OMG .
i dunno why the groomer cut it's fur till so short
and his look change a lot now ..













*still is my cutie sweetheart xD



sometimes im still in low - spirited ..
Emotional ?
Emotional stress ?
Bad temper ?
or bla bla bla ..
what a random feeling
= ="













muii and me ..she is cute :p

do u think i am thin compared to be4 ..?
daddy said im getting thinner and thinner ..
and he said i look pale ..
ask me to eat more and sleep more ..
but i don't think so . Aiks ..

And yes , i go to practice 2dae again ..
nothing special ..
juz felt tat time go by super duper slow during practice ..
keep practice and practice nowadays ..
busy life is goin by NON STOP ..
i spent many time and attention fer tis show ..
and it means a lot to me ..

i am tired ,
i need rest NOW..
but i hav no time .
after practice need study ..
and my parents are finding home tuition fer me ..
next friday is coming ..
exam is coming ..
after exam is our SHOW TIME !!
see ..my schedule is full laa =(

den holiday fer 1 week ..
i cant wait
but still cannot relax i think ,
worry fer PMR ..
> <"

Yea ,
form 3 is a busy year to me .
but i like .
life as substaintial ..
Hahaa ..





out of control .*

Mo0dy friday

Din go to skol 2dae again ..
reason ..?
feeling unwell
> <"

vomit in da morning ..
and my throat extremely pain ..
even i cant speak when i wake up ..
suffer - ing

Arhgg ..
exam is coming but im still haven recover yet ..
=(

Sorry daddy mummy ..
i can accept not goin to skol ,
but
i must not absent in my practice ..
i don wan to lose any practice time ..
i promise
i will take k of myself ..
juz let me do what i like and what i want to ..

no one can stop me while i persist in something ..
im not stubborn ..
i juz persist what i wan to ..
i can analyse right and wrong ..
juz believe and support me kay ..?

i attach importance to tis show ..
my 1st time pay - ing tat much attention on something ..
i hope
i could get u all support and encourage tat i need ..
always pls ..







im sorry fer being of bad temper recently ..

sick - ing

Well ..
i get sick again !
fever + cough + flu + throat pain
zZz ..
saw doctor on sunday nite ..
she said im reli high in fever ..
almost 38 celcius ..
my sound become so man now ..
=="


Well ..
need to eat many medicine again ..
i din go to skol yesterday but practice in afternoon
i hav no choice , i can't be absent in my practice ..
enjoy - ing when practicing although not feeling so well ..
but i heard something tat reli hurtz me ..
=(

babe wana take barli water fer me tomolo ..
thx ya babe ..
im touching lea ,
i could get so much cares from ma freNs while im sick ..
thx a lot ^^
but darling sick 2dae ..
><"

take k laa stupid darling ..
always scold me din take k myself ..
see ..
u too ..
hope u recover soon yea .. =)

exam coming ..
i think i need study hard till midnite again ..
aiks ..
someone save me pls !
><"