發泄

今天跟姐妹們去打球發泄 ··
妹又放飛機 ><
想必大家都有不同的煩惱和壓力 ,
因為考試要到了 ~
Babe加油丫 `
還有女兒們 ··
你們可以的 ~!
=)

謝謝姐妹幫我拿的video ,
你真的很好人 ··
很內疚因為我忘記你的生日
不要怪我啦 ··
我很善忘的 ~
總之會補回給你 ^^

這段時間都會很少更新部落 ,
等考完試后吧 ··


中秋節要到了 ,
可惜你不在 ··






如果真的喜歡我為什么之前要這樣對我呢 ?
你知道都太遲了嗎 ··

失眠

今天回學校上課 ,
原本以為去學校會比較好 ,
不過不是很開心 `
我也不知道為什么 ..

最近脾氣就是很不好 !
不喜歡自己這樣 ,
對很多人反感 ..
就算關心我在乎我 ,
我也想要有自己的自由 ,
可以嗎 ..?

i hate being control ..

我就是我 ,
不需要因為誰去改變自己 `

剛剛聽到一首歌很傷心 ..
TT
如果一切能夠回到從前那有多好 ,
人不需要面對生離死別那就好了 ..
那種痛只有經歷過的人才懂 `

我失眠了 ..
陪Bobby睡覺 ,
起來時吵醒它 , 它又跟著我出來 ..
每次心情不好它都好像知道似的
你是我每次想要回家的原因 `

媽咪愛死你了 ..♥

















miss you 來自一個夢 ..

sorry

對不起 ..
我不是有心的 ..
一時解釋不了給你聽 ,
無法形容此刻的心情 ..
只能說對不起 ,
我不是故意的 。

I'm sorry ..

無標題

心情很低 ,
知道了一些事情可是不知道要怎么解釋 。
頭好痛 @@"
應該是這幾晚沒睡到吧 ~
老婆又不理我沒人跟我聊天 ..
唉 ~
考試要到了 ,
壓力很大喔 ,
可是沒有心去溫習 ..

今天是Jack弟弟的生日 ,
生日快樂噢 ..

還有對不起我的姐妹
我不是故意忘記你的生日的 ,
最近記性很不好 很善忘 ..
我會補回給你的 ..

明天又會是忙碌的一天 ,
晚安大家 ..^^

miss you

miss you
唯有這樣可以讓我忘記那傷痛
我不是自暴自棄 ..

My day

mui din come to tuition yesterday ..:(
im admire on MR.Chang . my tuition teacher .
he's my idol xD

day out to hav a lunch wit ma sis and sanny after tuition ..
went to night market at kepong after that .
met mui and xian them . cyrus too .
thx for acc me yesterday ,
and sorry fer disturbing u slep ..

my sis and sanny plan to go sing k at brem mall but at last cancell
bcoz there were full !
we went to " xiu wan deng " ..
a beautiful place ..
but the weather so cold
bac at 2am ,
tired ..
><"




每当我想起以前的回忆 ,
才发现你不在
那种感觉 ..很难过


事实是残酷的 !


miss you

moody

mood so down today
but i duno why ..
silly izit ?

when i wake up in da morning ,
unexpectable .
i went kitchen to find my maid .
i tot she's cooking breakfast for me like be4 .
but . not her .
is my part time maid .

i damn miss her today ..
bcoz of the date perhaps
yes . is today .
it had passed 3 months
i still can't let it go ..
although i noe is a fact ~!
heart so pain TT
im afraid of losing someone tat i loved in my life ..
be unable to sustain ..

Tiing ahh wake up ~!
face the truth
nothing gonna change ..

something happend on today ,
i noe u are lieing ,
make up story to use as an excuse ?
and u are shirking these to others ..
i am dissapointed on u ~!

goin to slep ..
miss you
always beloved by Tiing ~
nitez all :)

tired day

so tired today ,
after skol went to pao bing ,
then interview wit babe . darling and ah luii .
hope we all will be hired laa ..
:)

tuition after interview ,
tired ><
but i try to concentrate on tuition .
until the bell ring , still don't feel like wan to stop doin those exercise ..
stay fer 15 minutes more ..

after tuition ,
accompany shu xian bought somethings
reached home at 8 ..
damn tired man !
i have no mood to study sej fer tomolo ..
give me luck ~!
:D



goin to slep now ..
nitez yahz ~

exam again

Having pra exam these few days ..
i absent on ytd ,
which take english and geography paper
those teachers change in provisionally ..
but nvm ,
i don't feel like taking geography paper too ..

busy life goin by NON - STOP
tuition everyday until the PMR end .
await - ing it end
afterward i am free from everything
but it's still have a long time
i will try my best get to my target !
" when u have the motivation , i think nothing is impossible in this world "

told by MR K

it's kind of u to say that ,
okay laa ..
i owe u 5 sets MCD
l0ls . be sure u can finish it .
= = "

i get flu today ,
damn suffer now ..
get well soon
><"

sometime i said something that hurt u a lot perhaps ,
sorry ..
:(
well , i'd rather not say .
thank you on what u have done for me .
i hope i can repay u for it someday ..



i do really appreciate my frens very much ..
heart u guys :D

interview

i start my tuition at super today ,
not bad huh .
i met shin luii , chia yee and fews of primary skol's fren ..
i like friendly Kiki teacher
and maths teacher ..

i had interview for my work juz now ..
in amanpuri station 1
befriended wit a kindly waitress
nid interview to their boss once again tonite or tomolo ..
wish me good luck :D

abt the preposterous thing .
i won't care it anymore .
so ..don't said sorry to me
i'm fine ..:)


GTG NOW .
tata ~

annoyance

i get my results today ,
it was bad weh `
discontented ..
perhaps i din study hard but play hard
HAHAHA ..

but i have tuition everyday now ,
somemore having twice on tuesday and thursday ..
l0ls .
i hope i can handle it laa .

i hate being control by others
so ..
stop it pls !
><"

no one could understand me ..
i felt bad today .. :(

something was really preposterous happend on yesterday ..
it make me be furious but alright .
i try to ignore it .
won't giv trouble to others anymore .

good in mood

im good in mood today ..
miracle ?
haha ..
today is an easy day for me ..
plan to have a jog tis morning but lastly cancelled ..
*bc0z darling is not goin =x
den had a nice day wit playin badminton .

and i had a nice chatting wit babe juz now ..
talking about our future dreams ,
i wonder what will happen to me in the future .
i'll take every chance i get
hope our dream come true .
god bless u babe :)



It is time to face the fact ,
mayb im too pushy
all my efforts turned out to be in vain .
what is done can't be undone .
although how sad am i
nothing can be changed ..
but .
i'll still pray fer u every 19th of the month .
be sure to stay home and accompany u .
i always said cherish the love i have
yes ,
u were getting lost in my life ,
but ur everything are always on my mind . included ur love .
forever and ever !

i've learned to do what my emotions tell me recently ,
some really accurate ..
=="




*i've had enough of ur ridiculous behavior .
who u think u are ?
i hate being ur controller ..
!@#$ !!

累

不要給了我希望 ,
又把我推進谷底 ..
我承受不了這些打擊 ..
你依然是你 ,
而我呢
仿拂不知道還是不是那個自己 。
慶幸現在那感覺和以前不一樣了 ..


但我好累
已無法再愛上誰 。

self-reproach

sorry ..
i don't really want to hurt u
u do not know my feeling
u always misunderstand what i mean

i always say don blame myself
but . useless .
it's really my fault perhaps
but i don't know how to settle all these problems ..

im getting crazy

Although how much i explained to u ,
u won't believe too ..rite ?
i felt sooo regret what i told u be4 ..
u take my words for it .
i don't know what to do ..
i can't tell anyone .


Sorry Sorry Sorry my fren ...
><"

Jogging

today woke up so early
7am = =
Wai's morning call woke me up . l0ls .
den we went to have a jog at Desa Park City
not bad huh . good feeling .
let my stress and all those unhapi feeling gone ..
had breakfast at Tuck Kee after that .
den back home .
tired ..
PMR getting closer . damn scare laa .
wish me good luck :)

goin to take a nap now ,
tata*





i miss you ..
but i'll try to control my tears from falling ..
promise :)
don't worry ya ..

start busy life

i think i am goin to start my busy life right now .

of cuz is fer PMR .

almost having tuition everyday start from next week .

and is long period of time in a day ..

Goshh ..

anyway i 'll try ma best ,

supportz ya :)

im not really satisfied on my results

im absent-minded on tat exam

and i hav no feeling ..

nothing happen recently ,

juz i got nightmares again ..last last night

HORRIBLE !

i can see im sleeping in my bed . my room .

i can hear mummy and daddy are talking at dining room .

but i can't move , even can't shout out to my mom and dad

what a weird dream ?

or perhaps it's not a dream ?

Is ....@@

i don't know .

but i don't want to face this

><"

someone save me pls ...

i miss you so much today ,

didn't talk much in school .

but im ok .

thx ji mui always talk to me

u r a great listener ..

thx :)

and here to cheer up my mui ,

everything will be fine .

jia y0us laa !

:D