interview

i start my tuition at super today ,
not bad huh .
i met shin luii , chia yee and fews of primary skol's fren ..
i like friendly Kiki teacher
and maths teacher ..

i had interview for my work juz now ..
in amanpuri station 1
befriended wit a kindly waitress
nid interview to their boss once again tonite or tomolo ..
wish me good luck :D

abt the preposterous thing .
i won't care it anymore .
so ..don't said sorry to me
i'm fine ..:)


GTG NOW .
tata ~

annoyance

i get my results today ,
it was bad weh `
discontented ..
perhaps i din study hard but play hard
HAHAHA ..

but i have tuition everyday now ,
somemore having twice on tuesday and thursday ..
l0ls .
i hope i can handle it laa .

i hate being control by others
so ..
stop it pls !
><"

no one could understand me ..
i felt bad today .. :(

something was really preposterous happend on yesterday ..
it make me be furious but alright .
i try to ignore it .
won't giv trouble to others anymore .

good in mood

im good in mood today ..
miracle ?
haha ..
today is an easy day for me ..
plan to have a jog tis morning but lastly cancelled ..
*bc0z darling is not goin =x
den had a nice day wit playin badminton .

and i had a nice chatting wit babe juz now ..
talking about our future dreams ,
i wonder what will happen to me in the future .
i'll take every chance i get
hope our dream come true .
god bless u babe :)



It is time to face the fact ,
mayb im too pushy
all my efforts turned out to be in vain .
what is done can't be undone .
although how sad am i
nothing can be changed ..
but .
i'll still pray fer u every 19th of the month .
be sure to stay home and accompany u .
i always said cherish the love i have
yes ,
u were getting lost in my life ,
but ur everything are always on my mind . included ur love .
forever and ever !

i've learned to do what my emotions tell me recently ,
some really accurate ..
=="




*i've had enough of ur ridiculous behavior .
who u think u are ?
i hate being ur controller ..
!@#$ !!

累

不要給了我希望 ,
又把我推進谷底 ..
我承受不了這些打擊 ..
你依然是你 ,
而我呢
仿拂不知道還是不是那個自己 。
慶幸現在那感覺和以前不一樣了 ..


但我好累
已無法再愛上誰 。

self-reproach

sorry ..
i don't really want to hurt u
u do not know my feeling
u always misunderstand what i mean

i always say don blame myself
but . useless .
it's really my fault perhaps
but i don't know how to settle all these problems ..

im getting crazy

Although how much i explained to u ,
u won't believe too ..rite ?
i felt sooo regret what i told u be4 ..
u take my words for it .
i don't know what to do ..
i can't tell anyone .


Sorry Sorry Sorry my fren ...
><"

Jogging

today woke up so early
7am = =
Wai's morning call woke me up . l0ls .
den we went to have a jog at Desa Park City
not bad huh . good feeling .
let my stress and all those unhapi feeling gone ..
had breakfast at Tuck Kee after that .
den back home .
tired ..
PMR getting closer . damn scare laa .
wish me good luck :)

goin to take a nap now ,
tata*





i miss you ..
but i'll try to control my tears from falling ..
promise :)
don't worry ya ..

start busy life

i think i am goin to start my busy life right now .

of cuz is fer PMR .

almost having tuition everyday start from next week .

and is long period of time in a day ..

Goshh ..

anyway i 'll try ma best ,

supportz ya :)

im not really satisfied on my results

im absent-minded on tat exam

and i hav no feeling ..

nothing happen recently ,

juz i got nightmares again ..last last night

HORRIBLE !

i can see im sleeping in my bed . my room .

i can hear mummy and daddy are talking at dining room .

but i can't move , even can't shout out to my mom and dad

what a weird dream ?

or perhaps it's not a dream ?

Is ....@@

i don't know .

but i don't want to face this

><"

someone save me pls ...

i miss you so much today ,

didn't talk much in school .

but im ok .

thx ji mui always talk to me

u r a great listener ..

thx :)

and here to cheer up my mui ,

everything will be fine .

jia y0us laa !

:D