Saturday, August 8, 2009

Turn better

Finally
everything turn better a bit now ,
i think my throat recoverd .
thx all ma frens , im ok now .
i really felt so lucky to hav those frens who treat me whole-heartedly =)
thx babe ..
she took tis fer me .












*it's water barli and i made a lurve heart to say [ thanks ]
HAHAHA ..

and of coz , thx shu xian too .
she bought me 2 packs of strepsils ♥



i took my pet Bobby to take a bath and groom 2dae ..
da price was RM82 .
OMG .
i dunno why the groomer cut it's fur till so short
and his look change a lot now ..














*still is my cutie sweetheart xD



sometimes im still in low - spirited ..
Emotional ?
Emotional stress ?
Bad temper ?
or bla bla bla ..
what a random feeling
= ="













muii and me ..she is cute :p

do u think i am thin compared to be4 ..?

daddy said im getting thinner and thinner ..
and he said i look pale ..

ask me to eat more and sleep more ..
but i don't think so . Aiks ..


And yes , i go to practice 2dae again ..

nothing special ..
juz felt tat time go by super duper slow during practice ..
keep practice and practice nowadays ..
busy life is goin by NON STOP ..
i spent many time and attention fer tis show ..
and it means a lot to me ..

i am tired ,
i need rest NOW..
but i hav no time .
after practice need study ..
and my parents are finding
home tuition fer me ..
next friday is coming ..
exam is coming ..
after exam is
our SHOW TIME !!
see ..my schedule is full laa =(

den holiday fer 1 week ..
i cant wait
but still cannot relax i think ,
worry fer PMR ..
> <"

Yea ,
form 3 is a busy year to me .
but i like .
life as substaintial ..
Hahaa ..






out of control .*

Friday, August 7, 2009

Mo0dy friday

Din go to skol 2dae again ..
reason ..?
feeling unwell
> <"

vomit in da morning ..
and my throat extremely pain ..
even i cant speak when i wake up ..

suffer - ing


Arhgg ..
exam is coming but im still haven recover yet ..
=(

Sorry daddy mummy ..
i can accept not goin to skol ,
but
i must not absent in my practice ..
i don wan to lose any practice time ..
i promise
i will take k of myself ..
juz let me do what i like and what i want to ..

no one can stop me while i persist in something ..
im not stubborn ..

i juz persist what i wan to ..
i can analyse right and wrong ..

juz believe and support me kay ..?

i attach importance to tis show ..
my 1st time pay - ing tat much attention on something ..
i hope
i could get u all support and encourage tat i need ..
always pls ..







im sorry fer being of bad temper recently ..

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

sick - ing

Well ..
i get sick again !
fever + cough + flu + throat pain
zZz ..
saw doctor on sunday nite ..
she said im reli high in fever ..
almost 38 celcius ..
my sound become so man now ..
=="


Well ..
need to eat many medicine again ..
i din go to skol yesterday but practice in afternoon
i hav no choice , i can't be absent in my practice ..
enjoy - ing when practicing although not feeling so well ..
but i heard something tat reli hurtz me ..
=(

babe wana take barli water fer me tomolo ..
thx ya babe ..
im touching lea ,
i could get so much cares from ma freNs while im sick ..
thx a lot ^^
but darling sick 2dae ..
><"

take k laa stupid darling ..
always scold me din take k myself ..
see ..
u too ..
hope u recover soon yea .. =)

exam coming ..
i think i need study hard till midnite again ..
aiks ..
someone save me pls !
><"

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

最近

其實
他對我來說只是個普通朋友 ,
我們并沒有別人想象中的那么好 ..
可能他不是這么想 ..
不過我不管 ..
希望你知道對我來說你比他還要重要 ,
不需要覺得內疚啊 ..
我一點事都沒有 =)

最近都忙著練習 ,
現在的我 只想專注在表演上
很開心聽見你說我進步了 ,
我沒后悔之前選擇了不放棄 ..
秀 你說得對 ..
不該顧慮太多
應該享受當中的過程 ..

有時大家一起練習真的很開心 ,
尤其是昨天 ~
都很認真很努力 ..
從中看得出大家有多重視這次的表演 ..
一起加油吧 ..
^^

Monday, July 27, 2009

My fault ..?

[ 凌晨兩點鐘 ]
今晚心情很低落 ..
我錯了嗎 ..?
我不想做再多的解釋 ,
我相信
信你的人不用聽你解釋還是會相信你 ..





I'm sorry ..
Would u believe me ..?

Saturday, July 25, 2009

[ 22/7 ]

[ 22/7 ] wednesday













celebrated Nic and Jason's bufdae in leisure mall
we
're enjoying all da night ..
some pics here
=)













































[ 24/7 ] friday

i din go to skol 2dae , due to my laziness
felt whole body pain these few days ..
get flu again ..
aiks ..> <




今天心情很低落
對不起
我會努力做得更好
希望不會連累大家
> <

Sunday, July 19, 2009

i'M sorry

sorry ..
believe me that i reli don wan to do tis

pls believe tat wat i had explain to u juz now ..
pls babe ..
and sorry babe ..

i noe many problems appeared btw u 2 ..
but im da 1 of those reason rite ..?
im sorry ..
i wont bother him anymore ..
nothing i can do ..
see ..
im useless ..
what i did juz keep avoid - ing u ..
i felt so sorry when facing u ..

its too late ..
i noe i hurt u so much ..
u r da one ,
who always giv me cares when something happened that i even can't accept !
i noe da feeling of losing someone important in life ..
so i din tell u honest early ..
what i afraid of juz ,
after i tell u ..
i will lose u tis best fren ..
and bc0z
u r my best fren ..
i don dare to tell u da truth although u mistaken it
i juz don wan u get hurt ..
but now it's happened !
and there's nothing i can do except keep say - ing sorry to u ..
although u don wan heard tis anymore ..
but what can i do now ..?
i reli don't noe !
or mayb i will do that decision ..
it make me confused and annoying me long time
> <


u treat me so good ,
but nothing i can payback to u ..

i noe ..
i owe u so much ..
sorry and thank you ..
hope u will recover soon ..




p/s : different colors for different ppl