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Dead

2010-09-07T00:53:00.000-07:00

连你都会残忍隔绝
我的心能要谁了解
眼中烛光摇晃着熄灭
为何把我推向边缘
被砸坏了的一切
卡住了我让我无法往前
囚禁在距离笑声最远的房间
单独隔离寂寞的盘旋

全世界都停了电
全世界都封了街

我所有窗子外面被贴上黑夜
我呐喊思念却没人听见
绝望到极点剩的是疲倦

全世界都停了电
全世界白雪满天

才发觉在我心间有回忆碎片
一做梦翻身就刺痛流血
我卷着身体缩成一个圈
像一个句点

19/6/09
一个女孩死了 ..
从此封锁了自己的心 ..
此刻的她感受到的尽是痛苦的思念 ..

miss you

更新

2010-04-30T21:10:00.000-07:00

很久没上来更新了
最近好像发生了很多事
3月20号一段恋情的开始
也在4月20号结束了
只能说沟通不来大家在一起也只会辛苦
猜来猜去也猜不透彼此在想什么
我不喜欢猜很累。

或许你懂我
但是我不懂你不是你的错
只能说我不够了解你。
摸不着你的心 ..

我知道你也不习惯表达出来，
这是个人性格
所以真的不是你的错啊 ..
可能做回朋友会是好的开始
我曾经是认真的对待这段感情的

你每一次对我的好和关心我都真的知道
在一起的第一天你肚子痛
我不知道能做什么送你一张便利贴
看到你好好的收藏在钱包
裂了一点看到你心痛的样子

我送你的第一份礼物你很感动
第一次抱你亲你你很开心
你很珍惜在一起的时刻

和妹精心准备的午餐泡汤了
还全身淋湿了我没告诉你怕你担心
最后还是送了给你虽然和第一次的不一样了
但是看得出你很开心 ^^
每天下课买水给我喝
一起去I.R DAY 拍大头贴

有一次我发烧了你买清淡的猪肠粉给我吃
放了芝麻妹告诉你我不吃
我照吃因为是你的心意
你很慌张似的问我怎么不早说
然后用手中的筷子一颗颗把它弄走
你很体贴 =)

就算我们分了你也很乐观
谢谢你没有怪我 ~

家里发生了一些事
睡不好
很害怕有一天亲人的离开，
我会承受不住。
我们都很担心爸听话好吗 ?
你还有很多很多年的寿命的一定 !! TT

我生氣了！

2010-03-21T02:30:00.000-07:00

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New Year Life !

2010-02-27T06:59:00.000-08:00

so fast new year is goin to end by tomorrow ,
now i only have a post about my new year life ..@@"
lets the pics go thru ~

yuan's house ^^

My k box ^^

1U ^^

Genting ^^

sungei wang ^^

and my swwetheart here ..♥

Just a simple post ..

and ofcaz i had a very unf0rgotten bday this year
thx a l0tsss to everyone at that nite
i'm extremely touching T.T
i heart u guys =3=

something happened on these few days ,
but i'm trying to ignore my feeling and ...
stop doing those things that i dislike pls ~

gathering wit my family and cousins tomorrow =>
Nitez ppl & happy valentine's day again ~
muakz ~

Unforgotten Bday !

2010-02-22T06:48:00.000-08:00

昨天下午寶貝們來了我家唱K ··
早上去jusco買點吃的 ,
吃了午餐然后去載妹和寶貝 ^^
接著噠玲和老公來了 ··
唱到4-5點打給dear ,
結果她說沒來了 ,
晚上也沒有去了 ··
超失望 !!

唱到一半他們把歌停了 ,
突然聽到生日歌 ,
Dear捧著蛋糕進來 ,
很驚喜很開心 ^^

說好了晚上去Happy four season吃晚餐 ··
7點出發 ··

很塞車他們越去越遠 ··
一直問他們沒有人理我 ·· ><
原來是給我驚喜帶我去我想去的地方 ··
Look Out Point ♥

雖然去過了可是這次感覺不一樣噢 ··

拍到不美不過味道不錯 ^^

Leng leng dear ^^

吃完了去看風景 ··
還有蛋糕 ··

還有最感人的video ··

很謝謝你們 ^^
謝謝原禎 ·· =)

你真的很用心 ··
還有cyrus ^^
今晚真的很叫人難忘 ··
可是少了一個人 ···@.@

每個人的禮物都很有心思 ··
有些親手做的 ··

謝謝妹的相簿 ,
里面都是親手寫的 ··

謝謝賢的飾品 ··

謝謝dear和wai kit的公仔和卡片 ··

謝謝老公的Panda還有親手折的心型和卡片 ··

謝謝偉升的鏈 ··

謝謝原禎的影片和蛋糕 ··

謝謝大家的蛋糕 ··

辛苦你們了 T.T

不能來的朋友們 ··
沒關系噢 ··
有心就好了 =D
聽說有些禮物還沒收到 XD

Thanks f0r everything ..
I love u all ..
MuacksSs ♥

HAPPY CNY !

2010-02-13T18:43:00.001-08:00

很久沒來更新了 ··
因為都在忙 ··

新年了，
我的假期生活回來了 ^^

很多東西要寫
雖然很遲了 ·· XD
上個星期三慶祝媛的生日 ··

你開心我們也開心 ^^
愛你噢 =)
muacksS ~

上上個星期日是yz的生日 ··
去pavillion看tooth fairy ，
晚上去The Ship吃晚餐。

今天發生了很多事 ··
沒有人能體諒我的感受 ··
只是被責怪了 ·· ><

連續3天下了金河買東西 ·· @@
昨天和阿啦去看72家租客 ··
因為她知道我很想看 ^^
昨天真的很謝謝你 TT

晚上和家人親戚吃圓圓飯，
媽咪煲了糖水和湯圓，
很好吃 ^^

年三十晚 ··
早上起來的時候，
發覺家里少了一個人，
感覺 ·· 很不一樣 ··
但真的真的很慶幸爸爸平安無事 ··

也許我應該知足 ··

今天是年初一 ·· TT
我知道妳會陪著我，
就算我看不見 ··
朋友們不要問我 ·· 不要提 ··
原諒我最近的壞脾氣 ·· ><

Happy new year ^^

ToDaY ♥

2010-01-20T06:53:00.000-08:00

Almost busy everyday ..
haven done my homework yet ><"
juz bac fr0m Tren ,
and i still have 9 classes to dance until February only .
G0shhh ~
sooo rush man !

tuition everyday ,
schedule almost being fully @@"

but i enjoy busy life ..l0ls

and thx all my dearest frens ..
i love u all too guys ~

*something that i know ,
i feel it .
but i'm trying to ignore .
sorry i juz don't wan to face these ..

Finally

2010-01-19T05:13:00.000-08:00

我們終于換到班了 ··
可是這班好像不上課的 @@
跟妹坐是很開心的 ·· 因為她三八 XD
今天在science lab很開心 ,
好像以前。

可是賢你干嘛坐那么遠 TT

還有啊 ,
今天那個妹啊 ,
問我有沒有一個地方是沒有人的 ··
我就說不懂以為她要跟leon去做什么 XD

怎知 ··
她說要去廁所就拉我走了 ··
去了以前的science block2樓
她說這里應該沒有人
我以為她要做么 =="

結果她說這里沒有人說我想哭就哭吧 ··
真的是給她氣死 ··
我說我沒有要哭 ,
她就拉我上多一樓我們一面笑一面上 ··
做么她可以傻到這樣 ? x)
結果我一直笑沒有想哭的感覺 ··
可是還是謝謝你啦 ~
我的傻妹 ^^

回到家收到一份禮物 ,
大家都很關心我 TT
妹一直要我去3的生日會她說不要我一個人在家 @@
其實我今天下午什么都沒想睡覺罷了咯 ~
我不是不要去不給臉 ,
我不想慶祝19號。

去補習遇到很巧的事情 ,
aduiii ..

今天的add maths不會做 ,
研究了1個鐘 @@
原禎去他以前的補習老師家問她 ,
然后再教我 ··
真的是謝謝你啦 ~

今天只是平常天 ,
沒有不開心也沒有開心 ~
所以大家可以放心 ^^

*想念的心裝滿的都是你 ··

painful

2010-01-17T05:44:00.000-08:00

recently

2010-01-17T04:50:00.000-08:00

hey guys ..im back !!
tuition fill my time nowadays ,
no time to let me update .
can't take nap every noon ><"
ishhhh ~

i don't want to stay at Mulia anymore ,
hope that i could change the class that i want .
stay wit my dolphin ,
many stories wana share wit u ..
u know i can't live without you !

sorry babe i gonna leave u T T

Bless me bah ~.~

and yes ,
last saturday was my babe birthday ^^
love u muacks !

friday went jusco to have a movie and dinner at night ..
and i met May Jie and her cute poody ^^

yuan ,
im glad to hang out wit u again ..
waiting for 3rd of Feb xD

Yesterday went to TS and sungei wang wit yz ..
to buy clothes ..lol
he just like my jimui xD

i can't finish those food everytime and he always help me to clear up ..lol
thanks a lot yaa x)

goin to slep ..nite nite *

从来没有人知道。

煩？

2010-01-02T08:51:00.000-08:00

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Goodbye 2009 !

2010-01-01T22:18:00.000-08:00

Say goodbye to 2009 !

time were passing sooo fast .
goin to reopen skol again ><"
keep outing and playin in my holiday ,
until bankrupt . L0L .

0h yea .
l0ts of my happy memories want to share at here =D

Penang Trip ♥

nice beach ♥

After the trip is the event im most awaiting of ..
X'mas eve ! ♥

My PMR result

BC A
SCIENCE A
MATH A
BM B
BI B
SEJARAH B
GEOGRAFI C
KH C

soo bad =(
my target is 5A @@"
regret i dint study well ..
sorry daddy mummy ><"

after we took the result having breakfast at OLDTOWN wit yz and shu xian ..
we saw a shih tzu beside the road
seems like abandon by someone TT
ii suggest to take him bac to my home .
take bath and feed him .
he is old and weak .
pity him ><"

sooo happy in this day bcoz we save a dog's life !
and find a better owner to him
but at last mummy don't let him stay with me ..=(
lucky a aunt wana feed him ~
goodbye to ' u ' ! TT

ii have many plan at nite .
rush here rush there .
not enough time !

7pm i wait them in another house ,
but 8.35 they only come @@"
they thought i went out .
when they come up i give a SURPRISE XD

while i saw their face ,
quite satisfy XD

singing k ..

My k ro0m

See my boubuiii Bobby clothes XD

Sooo cute !

countdown at desa park city ,
took a lots of picha =D

18/12

Pavillion

Countdown at genting last last night .
Reach home at 5am @@"

Say Hi to 2010 !
Peace ~

again

2009-12-17T10:24:00.000-08:00

yea im being emo tonight ..
find me again . with no reason ?
ishhh .
go away pls .

Tomolo going to TS again @@"
acc babe and dear buy clothes .
feel bored .

almost every week ii been there ..xD
but go with different ppl having different feelings =="
awaiting to have a look at Pavillion

3am now ,
wake at 9 later ..
so early man !
but ii can't sleep ><"

ii dun wana talk much
no ones goin to believe me .
but now ?

i'm really angry of u !

×你在我心中一直占有着重要的位置

my work

2009-12-12T19:30:00.000-08:00

i work as a maxis broadband promoter last week ..at timesquare
the 1st day is quite hard f0r me ,
fail to sale any plan =(
but im glad to meet many frens there ,
and thx Nic , Miki , Wai and Ray come to visit me
keep chit chatting XD

my working time is 10am until 10pm ++
standing whole day ..
too tired and accident i hurt my leg @.@"
back home around 12am++
had dinner wit Joeseph at metro ..
sorry f0r waiting me so long ><"

5/12
the 2nd day i off ,
went to sungei wang watching 神木与瞳 & Evan
keep standing and waiting again @.@"
leg so pain ><"
but my mood damn good that night ..

sunday ..
the last day i work there ..
bc0z the function is just f0r 3 days ..
smooth going ^^
i g0t 9 sales actually , but lastly 6 only ..
quite satisfied xD

thx Nic sign up f0r me ,
and ur drinks too =)

we took a lots of pics after work happy memories ...

after that we went to KFC having dinner wit them ..
bac home at 2am ++
tired until fainted @.@"

thursday went to timesquare again ..
wit dear and mui ..
mui slept over le , haha ..
wait her until 12pm den rush to kepong sentral
dear waiting f0r her almost 1 hour =x

having lunch at Kimkary
and took big head paste ..

dinner wit Joeseph , lila , min heng , dear and mui at SS2 ..
and desa park city ..

nice day again ^^
hope everything will be fine ,
be happy always =D
bless u my dear , muacks =3=

worry

2009-12-03T18:57:00.000-08:00

http://app.piipo.com/encrypt-post/

it's the webside f0r the locking article guys ..

Plan to have a jog at desa park city in da morning ,
but Bobby sick TT
plus raining today ..
so i change to evening perhaps .
babe wana join ? =x

I'm so worry about Bobby ,
start from yesterday he eat nothing ..
although is his favourite sacks .
1st time i saw him suffer like this ..

but lucky today he ate the can food that i bought yesterday ..
and i'll bring him to see docter later ><
bless him +.+

_______________________________________________________________

goin to try a new job tomolo ,
work as maxis broadband promoter wit dear .
location is timesquare i think
10am-10pm @@
but the salary is RM70 per day ,
somemore plus commision ..
hope can handle everything well =]

should continue my work now ><
tata *

心事

2009-12-01T09:33:00.000-08:00

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my feeling

2009-11-27T02:59:00.000-08:00

uhmm ..
seems like long time din update my blog ,
recently ...

keep hanging out wit my buddies
eating f0r giving vent to
playing without control
typing f0r my works
indulging in Taiwan and Hong Kong movie

and ..
keep missing u ><"

let the pics pass thru my words .

the curve wit babe , lila , joeseph , ccy and kkp .

sing k wit my sister's frens and joeseph until midnight ..l0lz

ice skating wit babe , shu xian & Joeseph

i miss our happy memories very much ..

my house doin project

I.R day

shin yee's bday ..

midvalley ..

lila lao po's bday ..

catwalk !! miss so much

1u after catwalk practice ..

celebrating mooncake festival ..

movie at 1u ..

after PMR , darling bday ..

catwalk qing gong yan ..

Genting Trip ..

gasoline ..my dear and my babe =3=

mui house

always support me de family ^^

guys ..
know how important u all in my mind ?
know how much i love u all ?

once i lost something that extremely important to me ,
but i have u all , guys .
really felt lucky and proud of u all .
enjoy my life now
hope u all too =)

失去了一个也许会有更多人代替他关心我们 ,
是老天爷给的安抚 ,
互相支持鼓励
让彼此勇敢地走下去。

也许失去也是一种收获 ,
可是你依然是无可被取代的 ,
你永远是我最思念的人。
我不再自暴自弃
此刻我变得很知足
我的愿望是要你过得很好 !
成真了吗 ?

=)

念你

2009-11-18T01:30:00.000-08:00

最近你過得好嗎 ?
我完全沒有你的消息
知道我很想你嗎 ?
為什么我們的信息你都不復了 ?
剛剛我鼓起勇氣信息你了
是分開以后的第1封信息

我 : 最近過得好嗎 ?
你 : 都是醬
我 : 換了工作嗎 ? 做么都不回我們的信息。怎么了嗎 ?

你沒回復。

知道我很擔心嗎 ? ><
你好像失蹤似的 ··
我們的家明明很靠近，
可是我們的距離好遠 ··
去你家的路途中
感覺特別孤單路很長街很暗
很想有你陪我一起走 ··

不過這種情景在夢都不會發生吧 ?

[ 天后 ]是你最愛聽的歌
也因為這樣我也很喜歡這首歌。
每次聽到第一個想起的一定是你 ^^

22/10
在一起的第1天
覺得自己是最幸福的

26/10
在一起后第一次和你見面
和朋友去TS逛街的時候
我在你打工的店對面
你播了天后這首歌 ··
對我微笑

我很開心
你知不知道你的一個微笑就足以讓我滿足 ··
你帥帥對我微笑的臉我還很記得。

對不起，
那天我因為陪朋友而你生氣了。
我知道你不開心 ··
和妹去買了禮物送給你
你說我浪費錢
可是從你的笑容中感覺到你很開心
我也真的很開心 ^^

晚上你来我家楼下找我
只为了要跟我说谢谢
那天是你第一次亲我

28/10
那天早上你來了我家
吃我為你準備的早餐
然后就去做工了
你說我是目前對你最好的女友
我很開心 ^^

晚上是我第1天去honeymoon做工
本來你說你沒有來找我的
可是11點多我看到你和阿佑他們來了
很開心 ··
那天我還一直做錯東西
哈哈 ><

29/10
早上你也是來了我家
可是我睡遲了沒有準備到早餐

30/10
去云顶的前一天
为了和你见面去青苹果喝茶
那里有人柱唱点了天后
可是等了很久他们还在休息
直到我们一上车他就唱了
很开心 ^^

你在我家陪我到3点
其实我不想你回只是怕你累 ><
发生了一些事情 ^^

31/10
在云頂和你吵架了，
其實我很難過。
還好有朋友們陪我喝酒 ^^
那晚我拼命掩飾我的心情
沒有人知道 ··

1/11
第2天回去后就去找你
等你放工
也發生了不開心的事
不過是我的錯啦 ><
對不起常常要你擔心
我看到你為我緊張的樣子
被罵了還是很開心哈哈 ··
最后你還是哄回我了

那天好累
在火車上抱著你睡覺
其實我在裝睡
火車很擠你幫我扇風
那一刻很幸福 ··
我不理會別人的眼光。

第1次見到你的爸爸
你們感情很好 ^^

那天還是不開心
去夜市找妹 ··
每次都聽到她說她和她男朋友很羨慕
不過看見她很開心
因為她傻里傻氣的
老婆不舒服還出來陪我
很感動的 TT

回到家只有我一個人
想了很多很多 ··哭了

5/11
本來早上打算和朋友去打球的
可是最后還是決定陪你了
去你家和popeye玩
陪你看終極三國
喂你吃零食
也是很開心的一天。
下午要補習很早就回了 ··

晚上我和朋友去看戲
你一個人去金河買生日禮物
不知道為什么，
那天對你起了疑心 ··
可是我沒說。

6/11
今天又和朋友去TS買東西
我們又見面了 ^^
你打了通電話叫我小心
我就很開心了。

這些回憶已經夠了 ··
不開心的都不必提起了。

寶貝你要幸福 !
我過得很好，
你要比我過得更好噢。

梦

2009-11-12T05:20:00.000-08:00

昨晚我看到你回来了
看见你从家门口进来
我很惊讶问你怎么会在这里
你说你的病根本就没事
我很开心很开心开心得无法形容
好像以后发生什么事情都无所谓了
到处告诉朋友说她没事她回来我家了！
见到她我很开心！

可是 ..
梦很短暂我醒了
醒了后还接受不了那只是梦
我又回到这个残酷的世界！
很讨厌！

我能怎样？
心很痛很痛

我永远都接受不到你死了！
回来好不好

我讨厌被遗弃 ..

你走了以后
我没有快乐的理由

下过雨的蓝天 彩虹浮现你的脸
那是小时候 被你抱著来到海边
海风很咸 幸福很甜
宽阔的肩 任我撒娇又赖又黏
孤单单的黑夜 星星映照你双眼
那是你走后 望著窗外孤枕难眠
眼泪很咸 幸福走味
回忆无限 只能透过字里行间
你离开的那一天 匆忙间 来不及说再见
失去你的这些年 没改变 数不完的思念
是玩笑还是考验 我们缘分那麼浅
好想许一个愿 让我再见你一面
孤单单的黑夜 星星映照你双眼
那是你走后 望著窗外孤枕难眠
眼泪很咸 幸福走味
回忆无限 只能透过字里行间
你离开的那一天 匆忙间 来不及说再见
失去你的这些年 没改变 数不完的思念
是玩笑还是考验 我们缘分那麼浅
好想许一个愿 牵你的手回从前
你离开的那一天 匆忙间 来不及说再见
失去你的这些年 没改变 数不完的思念
是玩笑还是考验 我们缘分那麼浅 
好想许一个愿 要一个有你的永远





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寂寞好了

2009-11-10T02:00:00.000-08:00

拼命的上网闷坏的胸口让我
想大声的呐喊
我努力不放你冷淡你让分手就这样
我连做梦也感觉受伤
一年过了还是一天计算着慌张
计程车上的音响我们最爱的情歌
这一刻却重重击破思念的心脏

夜深了我怎么办寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂想他念他恨他
一个人你害怕吗细数着满天星光
说好永远不分开多假多假多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
心放空了寂寞好了

坚强外表下我脆弱情人节开始失常
别人庆祝我却很失落
秋天过了冬天漫长欢愉而感伤
我们天真的勇敢我们追求的梦想
舍不得也只能收藏旅行的时光

夜深了我怎么办寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂想他念他恨他
一个人你害怕吗细数着满天星光
说好永远不分开多假多假多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
心放空了寂寞好了

寂寞感冒全都可以好的
爱多甜伤多痛都释放

夜深了我怎么办寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂想他念他恨他
一个人你害怕吗细数着满天星光
说好永远不分开多假多假多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
心放空了寂寞好了

update

2009-11-09T19:00:00.000-08:00

long time din update my blog ..
how are u guys ?
im bad er ,
being emo these few days with no reasons .

well ,

i had an unf0rgotten genting trip last week .
lots of happy memory wit my dear frens =)
hope to have chances next time ..

goin to midvalley wit dear and babe tis thursday ,
awaiting x)

thursday is my sista birthday
but i think im not goin to celebrate wit them =(

the feeling of losing come back again
im bac to single life now
mayb its a good ending to me ..
single life suits me more perhaps

爱情是个梦
而我睡过头 ..

i should know the meaning of [ cherish ]

nice day

2009-10-27T22:00:00.000-07:00

its my picha again =]

went to sungei wang and timesquare yesterday wit all my dear ^^
ke xin was being sooo late xD
me and dear were learning to make up at home while waiting f0r her ..
darling them were so pity ,
have been waiting her f0r more than an hour at kepong central
and 2 hours at timesquare ..@@

3 0f us arrived there at 3pm ,
actually we planed 12pm ..l0ls

then
start to find shoes and bag that ke xin want ,
but all of those were not her cup of tea ?

keep finding and finding ..
finally she bought her shoes ,
but the time was around 8 or 9 = =
some more juz left 2 0f us
they all were rushing to go back .

sooo tired and i hurt my leg > <
but happy =]
we did many foolish things @@
but don't feel like wana mention at here ,
it's our memory ..haha
im wondering is that any chance like yesterday .

and sorry i made someone angry > <

anyway ,
i have a nice day wit u all ..^^
frens are the best !! muaks

today is my 1st day do checking wit CTOS company ..
don't feel like wana mention about ,
feel stress > <

and tomolo i will start to work at honeymoon
8.30 pm to 12 am
i hope i can handle everything well
bless me =]

weird feeling

2009-10-25T19:15:00.000-07:00

Guys ..
i think i wont write out any about my unhapi things right now ..
so this is the last time i think ?
haha ..

people always say my blog is full of sadness ,
well i will change it .
and i don't feel like wana write out or say out my feelings too .
mayb everything will become better ?

extremely apologize to someone ,
sorry i hurt u ><
but ...

can't describe my feeling

and yes ,
im goin to genting next saturday ..
they all seems like so excited but im not
><

i should know everything is starting to change when i made the decision ,
i'm trying to accept this .
我不哭不笑只好選擇保持沉默 ..

自私

2009-10-23T22:45:00.000-07:00

對不起 ··
請相信我真的很不愿意傷害誰 ,
尤其是你。
原諒我的自私 ··
我恨自己 ><

很沒心情 ,
可是沒有一個能夠訴說的對象。

interview

2009-10-20T16:33:00.000-07:00

最近在家都好無聊噢 ~
今早起來打電話去honeymoon問工
老板娘叫我去面試了
我就找貝比一起去 ··
我和她傻傻跑上去2樓等 @@
原來她說的是3樓辦公室來的 `
哈哈 ··

這個星期五開工 ,
不過貝比不能做 :(

我告訴媽咪了有時會做到半夜1點
她沒反對 ^^

回到家
爸叫我下去辦公室
我下去開門見到3個人 ··
2個年輕人 1個老板
他們是CTOS公司的人 ,
跟我談了很多 ,
他們還要講英文 @@
那時我都完全不懂怎么回事。
他們很嚴肅

過后才知道原來爸請他們來教我做事 ··
好像是檢查顧客的底
之前有沒有不好的記錄 ··

什么嘛 ~
我今天才找到工很開心咧 > <
跟爸的人做工好大壓力 ··
我努力學吧 ,
我知道你不想我去外面做工受氣
可是我還是會做honeymoon的
那是我靠自己找到的第一份工作 ,
錢少又怎樣 ··
我只想靠自己啊 !!

爸媽你們就是這樣 ,
太寵我們了 ··
我每次說要出街你們沒有一次會不允許 ··
有時比較晚回你們也不罵 ,
可是我知道你們都在等我回家 ,
有時好不忍心

你們都對我很放心全部寄望都在我身上
我的壓力反而更大。

我會想的我大了
做事會有分寸 ··

朋友都很羨慕
我可以自由進出
其實我卻羨慕他們 ··
我希望爸媽偶爾會管下我 ,
不喜歡的就說我罵我 ··
我不想做個讓你們擔心的孩子 !

我的成績越來越差
你們從來都不會給我壓力
不會逼我補習這樣那樣。
只會說“女兒,盡力就好了,爸不想看見你每晚熬夜讀書”
T~T

要風得風要雨得雨
我在別人眼中是他們所謂的大小姐
我不喜歡別人這樣說我 ··
別人會做的我也會做 !

以前kakak在的時候我們什么事都依賴她 ,
11年了她的存在成了一種習慣一種依賴
也因為這樣 ,
她死了后 , 我過著要生要死的生活 !
不是因為沒人幫我們做事
而是失去了她我的生活好像缺了一塊
每晚想她沒有一天不流淚 !
一念之差我就要想不開了

可是我不會
因為我還有愛我的爸爸媽咪
我不想你們再請工人不想再嘗到失去的滋味了 !
但我不敢說 ··

不管怎樣 ,
我都想出外做工 ,
嘗試你們做工的辛苦 ··如何受氣 ··
賺回來的錢
我會把一半給你們的 ~
我不喜歡待在家無所事事的感覺 ··

今天好煩 @@
我好想你 > <

end

2009-10-15T14:00:00.000-07:00

PMR is passed
a end to me and waiting f0r new begin in my life ..

i know .
is enough ..is no more time to let me play
i should plan f0r my future ..
but at least after this holiday first .
i do really need a break ><

after PMR celebrate darling bufdae
lets the pics pass through my words ..

Happy birthday to darling ^^

went to skol returned books on wed ..
last day :(
but i have funs wit my frens ..

Next day ..

went to sungei wang green box wit babe , lao po and yuan zhen ..
11am to 2pm ..

not bad laa ,
at least their food not tat much bad compare to last time i been there
L0L .

babe and me ^^

we wont believe u anymore ..
hate ppl keep lieing ..
fake ppl ! ><

Midnight

2009-10-05T02:51:00.000-07:00

半夜2點了 ,
我還在溫習 ,
現在才發覺有用心讀的話其實全部都很簡單 ..
不過太遲了吧 ?
科學我明白了很多 ~

中秋節前一晚很不開心 ,
謝謝女兒陪我 ··
也很抱歉讓你看見我這個樣子 > <
可是中秋節當天真的真的很開心也是最難忘的一天 ··
我很慶幸有這么多真心的朋友 ,
我明白你們的重要 ··:)
那晚其實我沒有醉 ,
只是真的很開心才會亂抱你們 ..

很享受那晚的心情 ~
我們像個小孩一樣玩耍 ··
很想時間永遠停在那一刻 ··
因為有你們 ,
我的世界填滿了顏色 ··

i heart you all :)

昨天是最感動的一天 ··
超級的激勵營讓全部人哭了 ,
那是我人生第一次體會到的事情。
因為它 ,
我明白了很多 ,
其實在我們身邊有很多人在為我們默默付出 ,
親人`老師`朋友`和愛我們的所有人 ··

也因為它 ,
我決定改變自己。
珍惜身邊的人 ,
改變對父母的態度 ,
還有很多很多 ··

謝謝超級的老師 ,
你們真的很盡責 ,
你們最棒 ~!

謝謝姐妹今天特地跑來我家送我卡片 ,
你的心意我收到啦 ^^
我會努力的 !!
晚安 ··

很多事情不能只看表面 ,
要用心去感受一切 ··
你會發現世界是美好的 ··

發泄

2009-09-30T05:02:00.000-07:00

今天跟姐妹們去打球發泄 ··
妹又放飛機 ><
想必大家都有不同的煩惱和壓力 ,
因為考試要到了 ~
Babe加油丫 `
還有女兒們 ··
你們可以的 ~!
=)

謝謝姐妹幫我拿的video ,
你真的很好人 ··
很內疚因為我忘記你的生日
不要怪我啦 ··
我很善忘的 ~
總之會補回給你 ^^

這段時間都會很少更新部落 ,
等考完試后吧 ··

中秋節要到了 ,
可惜你不在 ··

如果真的喜歡我為什么之前要這樣對我呢 ?
你知道都太遲了嗎 ··

失眠

2009-09-29T02:30:00.000-07:00

今天回學校上課 ,
原本以為去學校會比較好 ,
不過不是很開心 `
我也不知道為什么 ..

最近脾氣就是很不好 !
不喜歡自己這樣 ,
對很多人反感 ..
就算關心我在乎我 ,
我也想要有自己的自由 ,
可以嗎 ..?

i hate being control ..

我就是我 ,
不需要因為誰去改變自己 `

剛剛聽到一首歌很傷心 ..
TT
如果一切能夠回到從前那有多好 ,
人不需要面對生離死別那就好了 ..
那種痛只有經歷過的人才懂 `

我失眠了 ..
陪Bobby睡覺 ,
起來時吵醒它 , 它又跟著我出來 ..
每次心情不好它都好像知道似的
你是我每次想要回家的原因 `

媽咪愛死你了 ..♥

miss you 來自一個夢 ..

sorry

2009-09-27T08:45:00.000-07:00

對不起 ..
我不是有心的 ..
一時解釋不了給你聽 ,
無法形容此刻的心情 ..
只能說對不起 ,
我不是故意的。

I'm sorry ..

無標題

2009-09-25T00:37:00.000-07:00

心情很低 ,
知道了一些事情可是不知道要怎么解釋。
頭好痛 @@"
應該是這幾晚沒睡到吧 ~
老婆又不理我沒人跟我聊天 ..
唉 ~
考試要到了 ,
壓力很大喔 ,
可是沒有心去溫習 ..

今天是Jack弟弟的生日 ,
生日快樂噢 ..

還有對不起我的姐妹
我不是故意忘記你的生日的 ,
最近記性很不好很善忘 ..
我會補回給你的 ..

明天又會是忙碌的一天 ,
晚安大家 ..^^

miss you

2009-09-24T03:29:00.000-07:00

miss you
唯有這樣可以讓我忘記那傷痛
我不是自暴自棄 ..

My day

2009-09-20T22:51:00.000-07:00

mui din come to tuition yesterday ..:(
im admire on MR.Chang . my tuition teacher .
he's my idol xD

day out to hav a lunch wit ma sis and sanny after tuition ..
went to night market at kepong after that .
met mui and xian them . cyrus too .
thx for acc me yesterday ,
and sorry fer disturbing u slep ..

my sis and sanny plan to go sing k at brem mall but at last cancell
bcoz there were full !
we went to " xiu wan deng " ..
a beautiful place ..
but the weather so cold
bac at 2am ,
tired ..
><"

每当我想起以前的回忆 ,
才发现你不在
那种感觉 ..很难过

事实是残酷的 !

miss you

moody

2009-09-19T01:25:00.000-07:00

mood so down today
but i duno why ..
silly izit ?

when i wake up in da morning ,
unexpectable .
i went kitchen to find my maid .
i tot she's cooking breakfast for me like be4 .
but . not her .
is my part time maid .

i damn miss her today ..
bcoz of the date perhaps
yes . is today .
it had passed 3 months
i still can't let it go ..
although i noe is a fact ~!
heart so pain TT
im afraid of losing someone tat i loved in my life ..
be unable to sustain ..

Tiing ahh wake up ~!
face the truth
nothing gonna change ..

something happend on today ,
i noe u are lieing ,
make up story to use as an excuse ?
and u are shirking these to others ..
i am dissapointed on u ~!

goin to slep ..
miss you
always beloved by Tiing ~
nitez all :)

tired day

2009-09-16T07:13:00.000-07:00

so tired today ,
after skol went to pao bing ,
then interview wit babe . darling and ah luii .
hope we all will be hired laa ..
:)

tuition after interview ,
tired ><
but i try to concentrate on tuition .
until the bell ring , still don't feel like wan to stop doin those exercise ..
stay fer 15 minutes more ..

after tuition ,
accompany shu xian bought somethings
reached home at 8 ..
damn tired man !
i have no mood to study sej fer tomolo ..
give me luck ~!
:D

goin to slep now ..
nitez yahz ~

exam again

2009-09-15T19:09:00.000-07:00

Having pra exam these few days ..
i absent on ytd ,
which take english and geography paper
those teachers change in provisionally ..
but nvm ,
i don't feel like taking geography paper too ..

busy life goin by NON - STOP
tuition everyday until the PMR end .
await - ing it end
afterward i am free from everything
but it's still have a long time
i will try my best get to my target !
" when u have the motivation , i think nothing is impossible in this world "

told by MR K

it's kind of u to say that ,
okay laa ..
i owe u 5 sets MCD
l0ls . be sure u can finish it .
= = "

i get flu today ,
damn suffer now ..
get well soon
><"

sometime i said something that hurt u a lot perhaps ,
sorry ..
:(
well , i'd rather not say .
thank you on what u have done for me .
i hope i can repay u for it someday ..

i do really appreciate my frens very much ..
heart u guys :D

interview

2009-09-12T20:05:00.000-07:00

i start my tuition at super today ,
not bad huh .
i met shin luii , chia yee and fews of primary skol's fren ..
i like friendly Kiki teacher
and maths teacher ..

i had interview for my work juz now ..
in amanpuri station 1
befriended wit a kindly waitress
nid interview to their boss once again tonite or tomolo ..
wish me good luck :D

abt the preposterous thing .
i won't care it anymore .
so ..don't said sorry to me
i'm fine ..:)

GTG NOW .
tata ~

annoyance

2009-09-11T19:57:00.000-07:00

i get my results today ,
it was bad weh `
discontented ..
perhaps i din study hard but play hard
HAHAHA ..

but i have tuition everyday now ,
somemore having twice on tuesday and thursday ..
l0ls .
i hope i can handle it laa .

i hate being control by others
so ..
stop it pls !
><"

no one could understand me ..
i felt bad today .. :(

something was really preposterous happend on yesterday ..
it make me be furious but alright .
i try to ignore it .
won't giv trouble to others anymore .

good in mood

2009-09-07T19:30:00.000-07:00

im good in mood today ..
miracle ?
haha ..
today is an easy day for me ..
plan to have a jog tis morning but lastly cancelled ..
*bc0z darling is not goin =x
den had a nice day wit playin badminton .

and i had a nice chatting wit babe juz now ..
talking about our future dreams ,
i wonder what will happen to me in the future .
i'll take every chance i get
hope our dream come true .
god bless u babe :)

It is time to face the fact ,
mayb im too pushy
all my efforts turned out to be in vain .
what is done can't be undone .
although how sad am i
nothing can be changed ..
but .
i'll still pray fer u every 19th of the month .
be sure to stay home and accompany u .
i always said cherish the love i have
yes ,
u were getting lost in my life ,
but ur everything are always on my mind . included ur love .
forever and ever !

i've learned to do what my emotions tell me recently ,
some really accurate ..
=="

*i've had enough of ur ridiculous behavior .
who u think u are ?
i hate being ur controller ..
!@#$ !!

累

2009-09-06T07:01:00.000-07:00

不要給了我希望 ,
又把我推進谷底 ..
我承受不了這些打擊 ..
你依然是你 ,
而我呢
仿拂不知道還是不是那個自己。
慶幸現在那感覺和以前不一樣了 ..

但我好累
已無法再愛上誰。

self-reproach

2009-09-05T20:08:00.000-07:00

sorry ..
i don't really want to hurt u
u do not know my feeling
u always misunderstand what i mean

i always say don blame myself
but . useless .
it's really my fault perhaps
but i don't know how to settle all these problems ..

im getting crazy

Although how much i explained to u ,
u won't believe too ..rite ?
i felt sooo regret what i told u be4 ..
u take my words for it .
i don't know what to do ..
i can't tell anyone .

Sorry Sorry Sorry my fren ...
><"

Jogging

2009-09-05T13:03:00.000-07:00

today woke up so early
7am = =
Wai's morning call woke me up . l0ls .
den we went to have a jog at Desa Park City
not bad huh . good feeling .
let my stress and all those unhapi feeling gone ..
had breakfast at Tuck Kee after that .
den back home .
tired ..
PMR getting closer . damn scare laa .
wish me good luck :)

goin to take a nap now ,
tata*

i miss you ..
but i'll try to control my tears from falling ..
promise :)
don't worry ya ..

start busy life

2009-09-04T14:18:00.000-07:00

i think i am goin to start my busy life right now .

of cuz is fer PMR .

almost having tuition everyday start from next week .

and is long period of time in a day ..

Goshh ..

anyway i 'll try ma best ,

supportz ya :)

im not really satisfied on my results

im absent-minded on tat exam

and i hav no feeling ..

nothing happen recently ,

juz i got nightmares again ..last last night

HORRIBLE !

i can see im sleeping in my bed . my room .

i can hear mummy and daddy are talking at dining room .

but i can't move , even can't shout out to my mom and dad

what a weird dream ?

or perhaps it's not a dream ?

Is ....@@

i don't know .

but i don't want to face this

><"

someone save me pls ...

i miss you so much today ,

didn't talk much in school .

but im ok .

thx ji mui always talk to me

u r a great listener ..

thx :)

and here to cheer up my mui ,

everything will be fine .

jia y0us laa !

Japanese village

2009-08-31T17:00:00.000-07:00

i went Japanese village wit ma frens yesterday ..
not bad huh
enjoyed .
after that we went to Sunway Pyramid shopping
had our lunch in GASOLINE .
bac home at 5++
so tired man .

some picha here

sorry lui ,
i lost my control ..
it's reli not ur fault ..
i miss her again ,
can't stop the tears from falling
TT

Unf0rgotten day

2009-08-27T00:56:00.000-07:00

昨天跟Catwalk的姐妹们去金河唱k `
全部玩得很癫啊
发生了很多趣事 ,
真的很开心 ^^

虽然不齐人啦 ,
Babe下次一定要去哦 ..
=]

晚上去QQ吃steamboat ..
庆祝catwalk成功 ^^

YEAH !

i heart u all guys ♥

Yesterday

2009-08-25T14:30:00.000-07:00

i had a nice day wit primary school frens and teacher yesterday ..
we played badminton in a very big court
i dunno where is it actually ,
1st time been there ..
Wow ..
more than 2 years i didn't meet them ,
JR change a lot
become taller .

thx his fren keep helping me yesterday xD
and he is quite funny ..
HAHAHA ..

im looking forward fer tomolo ,
gonna sing k wit them and having steamboat at nitez ..
tata =)

文艺日___♥

2009-08-23T23:10:00.000-07:00

昨天是我们的大日子
^文艺日^
前天忙了一整天 ,
到振升家弄头发 + 化妆
我的头发半个小时多就弄好了
开始没事情做 ..
头痛又睡不到 ,
还好哒玲阿Luii陪我sms
谢谢你们啦 ..=)
途中还停电了3次 ,
吓死我们了 ><"
2点美燕买了宵夜给我们吃 ,
然后就开始化妆 ..
一直到昨天早上6点
我们就出发去学校总彩排了。
大家都很紧张 ,
彩排很顺利的完成了 ,

秀还感动到哭了 ...

我知道大家都有说不出的感觉 ,

这种感觉

只有我们明白

真的是最后一次了 ..

过了一段时间就到我们出场了 ,
我会记得表演前秀说过的话 ,
还有大家为自己呐喊加油的时候。
还没出场淑婷紧张得哭了 ,
大家都安慰她 ..
我也很紧张啊 !
谢谢哒玲的拥抱和Luii的支持 ^^
出场后突然想回以前练习的时候 ,
无视观众自我的走
表演也很顺利地完成了
表演完毕了大家都很舍不得 ..
T~T

我期待下一次的聚会 ..

4/8 CATWALK TESTING

秀 ,

真的很谢谢你 ..

你为我们做了很多，

也牺牲很多。

这里16个人 ,

没有一个比你辛苦 ,

我们这一点点累根本不算什么 ..

不需要心疼我们噢 ..

昨天看得出你很累了 ,

可是还是为我每一个精心打扮 ,

每一个都很美丽，

这就是你的成果 ..

至于表演那方面 ,

不管在观众的眼中是好是坏 ,

都不重要 ..

最重要的是大家有缘一起努力完成一个任务 ,

那种感动 ..

那些回忆 ..

那份喜悦 ..

是别人体会不到的，

只有我们明白。
这些比起那些什么好评都来得珍贵 ^^
这是你教我的 ,

昨天我真的体会到了。

你教了我们很多东西 ,

有你才有我们 !

*我们爱你噢 ^^

我已不是那个自己 ?

2009-08-20T02:00:00.000-07:00

我知道,
一切已成了定局
人死了不能复活
这是事实 ..

我也不想这样,
用忙碌的生活去逃避
思念它还是一直跟着我
没作用
反而会累坏自己。

昨天是19号
特别想你 ..
我知道你回来过,
看着不知从哪飞来的黑蝴蝶
心想那一定是你 !
我控制眼泪不往下流,
不想让你看见,
直到你离开了 ..
你,过得好吗？
想我们吗？
我们都好想你哦

压力思念
造成了恶梦,
每晚
每一晚都把我吓醒,
醒来后不知所措,
连现实和梦都分不清楚
一直到我踏入你的房间
是空的,
连感觉也是空虚的。

累了,
笑容是伪装的,
没人看穿我的笑脸。
再坚强的人也有脆弱的时候 ..

婷,
一切会过去的,
欣然接受老天的安排吧
你已做得很好了,
时间会帮到你的 ..
继续别放弃 ! 加油

彷彿還是昨天　
可是昨天　己非常遙遠　
但閉上我雙眼　我還看得見
可惜不是你　陪我到最後　
曾一起走　卻走失那路口　
感謝那是你牽過我的手　
還能感受那溫柔

*ignore me

hate nightmares

2009-08-18T14:10:00.000-07:00

i dreamed about u on yesterday nite . finally .
but .
it wasn't a dream tat i await of .
it's a horrible nightmare AGAIN ,
u suddenly disappear from my side and gone wit someone .
when i wake up juz cried .
felt alone and helpless .

i treat u as my mom
you're so important to me .
since u leave me
my feeling is ..
like a child fail from lack of support when her mom left her .
u were juz like the mom .
and i am the child who was abandon by u .

i hate nightmares
@#$%&* !
*juz ignore me

I miss you

2009-08-17T15:30:00.000-07:00

i saw my new part time maid
suddenly think of u again .
it's no any chance to hear u ask me to do well on my exam .
it's no any chance to be wit u on my bufday .
it's no any chance to celebrate any events wit u .
WHY !
no ones could noe how sad am i . how is my feeling .
no ones could noe how much i miss you .
no ones could noe u really means me a lotsss .
no ones could noe you're how important to me in my life .
NO ONES !

I miss you ..
where are u .
is it tat's u on yesterday nite ?
don disappear from my side ..
i wish i could see u even juz a second .
i won't be scare
i do really miss you a lotsss ...

don't leave me . come back plsss .
my life won't be perfect without u .
4EVER NEVER !

heart broken 2day T.T
*ignore me

good luck

2009-08-17T05:30:00.000-07:00

what am i doing here ..
exam later but i 0n9 to write blog
HAHAHA ..
actually i juz wana find some1 to talk to
tat 's my blog ~~

slep fer a while
had a horrible nightmare .
damn hate .

i sewed my clothes since my parents were went out ..
i won't stop by them .
and im free .
:D

i din slep fer whole night .
drank a cup of coffee and study fer history subject .
and ofcoz
scare nightmare come to find me again .

*still haven finish my revision yet .
but i gonna take history test later .
wish me good luck .

unluckily

2009-08-16T19:30:00.000-07:00

Bad news here ..
I sick again .
get flu and fever . OMG .
what happen to my body ..?
saw doctor 2 times on last week ..
i think i won't see doctor again tis time
hope recover soon ..
so i can't complete my performance's clothes now ,
if not my parents will scold me again ..
Aiks . how sad .
mayb i'll do it on thursday whole nite .
now juz force by them to rest and study
><"

yesterday was Wai's bufdae ..
and tomolo is honey HWEII bufdae ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY .
Mu a ke si .
:)

gonna go to study now . Bye .
and take k guys ~

Exam

2009-08-14T04:49:00.000-07:00

Oh well .
exam came again ..
really not enough slep or even get a rest everyday
><"

i'm still in emotional ..
wana find someone to talk to ..
but who will be the person ,
to share my story with ..?

sorry to u bb ,
he still contact me sometimes ,
and i don't know why i'll replied him ..
nothing to talk wit him too .
just fren =) ..

next saturday is our SHOW TIME !!
how nervous am i ..
i scare i can't do well on it ..
and i am worry about tomolo ..
=(

i had no mood study fer this exam ..
but so what ..?
i still nid to force myself to study ..
if not .

gonna hav a movie wit babe and darling them tomolo ..
niteZ .

Contradiction

2009-08-11T19:38:00.000-07:00

Again ..
i really hate this feeling ..
why u come again ..?
and i always think tat is bcoz of myself ..
i cause all this ..?
Is changing ,
even i can't control .
I noe
nothing i can do to change back tis ..

it's the TRUTH .
it's the FACT .

Facts are stronger than arguments ..

what i can say juz ..
sorry ..

Turn better

2009-08-08T20:16:00.000-07:00

Finally
everything turn better a bit now , i think my throat recoverd .
thx all ma frens , im ok now .
i really felt so lucky to hav those frens who treat me whole-heartedly =)
thx babe ..
she took tis fer me .

*it's water barli and i made a lurve heart to say [ thanks ]
HAHAHA ..

and of coz , thx shu xian too .
she bought me 2 packs of strepsils ♥

i took my pet Bobby to take a bath and groom 2dae ..
da price was RM82 . OMG .
i dunno why the groomer cut it's fur till so short
and his look change a lot now ..

*still is my cutie sweetheart xD

sometimes im still in low - spirited ..
Emotional ?
Emotional stress ?
Bad temper ?
or bla bla bla ..
what a random feeling
= ="

muii and me ..she is cute :p

do u think i am thin compared to be4 ..?
daddy said im getting thinner and thinner ..
and he said i look pale ..
ask me to eat more and sleep more ..
but i don't think so . Aiks ..

And yes , i go to practice 2dae again ..
nothing special ..
juz felt tat time go by super duper slow during practice ..
keep practice and practice nowadays ..
busy life is goin by NON STOP ..
i spent many time and attention fer tis show ..
and it means a lot to me ..

i am tired ,
i need rest NOW..
but i hav no time .
after practice need study ..
and my parents are finding home tuition fer me ..
next friday is coming ..
exam is coming ..
after exam is our SHOW TIME !!
see ..my schedule is full laa =(

den holiday fer 1 week ..
i cant wait
but still cannot relax i think ,
worry fer PMR ..
> <"

Yea ,
form 3 is a busy year to me .
but i like .
life as substaintial ..
Hahaa ..

out of control .*

Mo0dy friday

2009-08-07T04:04:00.000-07:00

Din go to skol 2dae again ..
reason ..?
feeling unwell
> <"

vomit in da morning ..
and my throat extremely pain ..
even i cant speak when i wake up ..
suffer - ing

Arhgg ..
exam is coming but im still haven recover yet ..
=(

Sorry daddy mummy ..
i can accept not goin to skol ,
but
i must not absent in my practice ..
i don wan to lose any practice time ..
i promise
i will take k of myself ..
juz let me do what i like and what i want to ..

no one can stop me while i persist in something ..
im not stubborn ..
i juz persist what i wan to ..
i can analyse right and wrong ..
juz believe and support me kay ..?

i attach importance to tis show ..
my 1st time pay - ing tat much attention on something ..
i hope
i could get u all support and encourage tat i need ..
always pls ..

im sorry fer being of bad temper recently ..

sick - ing

2009-08-04T19:00:00.000-07:00

Well ..
i get sick again !
fever + cough + flu + throat pain
zZz ..
saw doctor on sunday nite ..
she said im reli high in fever ..
almost 38 celcius ..
my sound become so man now ..
=="

Well ..
need to eat many medicine again ..
i din go to skol yesterday but practice in afternoon
i hav no choice , i can't be absent in my practice ..
enjoy - ing when practicing although not feeling so well ..
but i heard something tat reli hurtz me ..
=(

babe wana take barli water fer me tomolo ..
thx ya babe ..
im touching lea ,
i could get so much cares from ma freNs while im sick ..
thx a lot ^^
but darling sick 2dae ..
><"

take k laa stupid darling ..
always scold me din take k myself ..
see ..
u too ..
hope u recover soon yea .. =)

exam coming ..
i think i need study hard till midnite again ..
aiks ..
someone save me pls !
><"

My fault ..?

2009-07-27T02:30:00.000-07:00

[ 凌晨兩點鐘 ]
今晚心情很低落 ..
我錯了嗎 ..?
我不想做再多的解釋 ,
我相信
信你的人不用聽你解釋還是會相信你 ..

I'm sorry ..
Would u believe me ..?

[ 22/7 ]

2009-07-25T20:03:00.000-07:00

[ 22/7 ] wednesday

celebrated Nic and Jason's bufdae in leisure mall
we're enjoying all da night ..
some pics here
=)

[ 24/7 ] friday

i din go to skol 2dae , due to my laziness
felt whole body pain these few days ..
get flu again ..
aiks ..> <

今天心情很低落
對不起
我會努力做得更好
希望不會連累大家
> <

i'M sorry

2009-07-19T18:00:00.000-07:00

sorry ..
believe me that i reli don wan to do tis

pls believe tat wat i had explain to u juz now ..
pls babe ..
and sorry babe ..

i noe many problems appeared btw u 2 ..
but im da 1 of those reason rite ..?
im sorry ..
i wont bother him anymore ..
nothing i can do ..
see ..
im useless ..
what i did juz keep avoid - ing u ..
i felt so sorry when facing u ..

its too late ..
i noe i hurt u so much ..
u r da one ,
who always giv me cares when something happened that i even can't accept !
i noe da feeling of losing someone important in life ..
so i din tell u honest early ..
what i afraid of juz ,
after i tell u ..
i will lose u tis best fren ..
and bc0z
u r my best fren ..
i don dare to tell u da truth although u mistaken it
i juz don wan u get hurt ..
but now it's happened !
and there's nothing i can do except keep say - ing sorry to u ..
although u don wan heard tis anymore ..
but what can i do now ..?
i reli don't noe !
or mayb i will do that decision ..
it make me confused and annoying me long time
> <

u treat me so good ,
but nothing i can payback to u ..
i noe ..
i owe u so much ..
sorry and thank you ..
hope u will recover soon ..

p/s : different colors for different ppl

回忆 ..

2009-07-16T20:01:00.000-07:00

为何你变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下我錯愕不及
你冰冷身体我都拥抱不及
不敢相信我深爱的你已经离我远去
为何你可以如此狠心

你已经变成回忆 尽管我只想逃避
沒機會再赖着你
当我不开心对着你谈心
你给的回忆我会永远把它藏在心底
若真的可以我会牢记
直到死去 ..

你不在

2009-07-15T20:15:00.000-07:00

突然想起你不在了 ..
到現在還接受不到永遠不能再見你 ..
我好想你 ..
你回來好不好 ?
至少報個夢給我 ..
突然好難過好難過 ..
心好痛好痛

T.T

忙忙忙

2009-07-09T03:38:00.000-07:00

好久沒上來了
最近都忙著練習沒時間 ..
明天就看節目了
緊張 > <
不過我會盡力的
雖然腳受傷了 `

爸你總是不聽別人的意見
總是一昧的堅持自己
不是我不聽話 ,
是你從來不聽我說話 ..
也許是我不曾說出口 `

這幾天不知道自己怎么了
對不起 ,
不會再有這樣的事情發生了 ..
不過別再對我無理取鬧 ,
我會不知道怎么面對你
所以一直逃避變得不跟你說話

希望你每天都開開心心的 ~
好嗎 ..?

減肥中 ..
希望在表演那天可以看到效果 ,
詩 , 一起加油吧 ! ^^

終于讓我夢見你了
但夢里卻不是開心的
我好想你 ..

我最思念的人

2009-06-26T08:41:00.000-07:00

2009年6月19日
我永遠記得這一天 !

11年的感情
你突然不在了
叫我怎么適應 ?
就連見你最后一面的機會都沒有 !
為何老天要把你帶走

我最思念的人，
每當我閉着眼睛是我在想你
強烈的思念打開了記憶的門 ..
盡管我不想打開
因那是心痛的時刻
但我怕有天我會忘記
寧愿不停的想起 ..
一個人回味過去
想起你的微笑，
多么的甜蜜 ..
慈祥的你呼喚着我，叫我的名字 ..

現在已在另一個世界生活的你，
過得好不好 ?
你知不知道我有多想你 ?
生活中點點滴滴的小事
都會讓我聯想起你
不管是在哪里
即使在學校和朋友玩得開心
我還是聽見我的心告訴我好想你 !

你的離開是我最心疼的事
你的離開讓我好不習慣 !
你的離開帶走了我安穩的睡眠
給了我時好時壞的心情 ..

好想再聽見你向我傾訴你的心事，
好想再拉着你的手對你撒嬌，
就算是一下下也好 ..
好想再看見你煮飯的背影
吃到你為我煮的菜，
好想一切回到過去 ..

我含着淚為你打的這篇文章
雖然你看不懂 ..
但我相信你會明白我此刻的心情

我會過得好好的不要操心 ..
直到某年某月的某一天，
我老了，頭發白了
連走路的力氣都沒了
我也不會忘記你 !
就算累了倦了
你依然是我一輩子最思念的人 !

你聽見了嗎 ..?

disappointed ..

2009-06-16T06:20:00.000-07:00

im so disappointed in my result ..
disappointed on myself ..
sorry daddy mummy
i didn't did well
although u din ask anything about it but i noe
dad juz don wan to giv any pressure to me
and i dunno how to tel u the truth
i don dare

i'm really sorry TT ..

happy day :)

2009-06-11T11:12:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was shin yee bufdae ,
Happy bufdae to her ..
:)

went to sungai wang green b0x sing k
we bo0king 11am - 2pm ..
so early man `
we were rushing fer g0ing there by ktm
finally reached at 11.10am ..
sue yin and her man were in an0ther room
babe , darling and me keep disturbing them ,
hahaha ..
and babe keep taking l0ts of pics there xD
she were getting crazy yesterday = =

having steamboat at QQ restaurant fer dinner
my throat pain again T.T
after dinner went cheras nite market
l0ls ..
w0nt felt tired = =
and we met ke xin :)

had a happy day wit u all guys ^^
muaks ..

h0liday ♥

2009-06-08T23:07:00.000-07:00

很無聊的假期 ..
在家陪Bobby
我的寶貝♥

它很可愛吧？

星期五晚上跟升去1U看電影
Night at the museum
笑到我肚子痛 `
升卻說不好看 = =

星期六晚上7個人去ts neway 唱k
發生一些事情不是很開心 !
> <

星期日一早起來就病了，
喉嚨疼到我吃不下東西
昨天去看醫生
對不起啊又要你擔心
我會好好照顧自己的 ..
那天是May jie的生日
希望你喜歡我送你的禮物 ^^

希望這感覺快點消失 ..

Relax - ing

2009-05-29T23:15:00.000-07:00

Exam finally pass
now is the time to let me relax
after tis holiday
i will more study hard
PMR is coming :(

if tis time not the result tat i h0pe
i w0nt care anymore
appreciate :)

guyz ..
enj0y ur holiday yeaa
:D

痛 ..

2009-05-26T14:40:00.000-07:00

昨晚溫書到臨晨3點
還沒溫完咖啡就失去效用了
那些符水喝到我很想吐不舒服
被媽媽逼去睡覺 = =
昨晚沒發夢我寧愿每晚都睡那么少
睡多惡夢也多

早上起來又一杯咖啡
胃一整天都在痛
放學前痛到頂不順
沒心考了亂亂做
> <

不敢想這次的成績會怎樣
怪自己沒盡力吧
有讀的話我讀到的
但我真的沒興趣
加上很多東西煩壓力很大
怎么讀都不進腦
對不起如果這次又讓你們失望
我已經在努力著了

加油 !!

為我加油

2009-05-24T23:19:00.000-07:00

考試又過了一天
時間過得超慢
很想快點放假

最近很多東西煩
今天睡覺又發惡夢
以為沒事了
夠了你不要再纏著我 !!
我不想睡覺我害怕發夢
還要是每天一樣的夢 > <
晚上只好靠咖啡溫書

家人朋友姐妹考試都讓我覺得很煩
愛情？還好我沒有
家人不要再瞞著我什么了
朋友我是真心對你們
姐妹相信我沒變過真的沒變過 ..

考試還有四天
婷加油 !!

累 ..

2009-05-22T05:47:00.000-07:00

考試過了三天
我真的很累喔
一直在為考試擔心

我不愛讀書
但我很不想看見爸媽為我失望的樣子
覺得自己沒用 ><
如果達不到你們的要求
我有自己的決定
我長大了我會想的

對不起讓所有人擔心
尤其是爸對不起讓你心疼我
我會好好照顧自己的哦
原來一切都是自己心理作用
根本沒那回事？
雖然到現在我還不太相信 = =

從小到大這是我第一次面對那么大的壓力
那么恐怖的噩夢
那么煩人的事情
還有很多很多說不出的感覺

這幾天
發覺原來有很多人關心我
在為我擔心

謝謝我的仔女
有你們真的很幸福
=)

還有7姐妹
我們友誼不變哦 !

f0rever familY ♥

2009-05-15T19:20:00.000-07:00

thx my dear lui luii edited
i like it !

yesterday was 0ur family day ♥
wat a happy day fer us
=D

alt0ugh we n0e each 0ther juz a sh0rt time
but 0ur relati0n juz like a family
a warm and happy family
=]

we help each 0ther
we tolerate each 0ther
we f0rgive each 0ther
we h0ld each 0ther
we care each 0ther
we supp0rt each 0ther anytime anythings !!

we treat each 0ther truly and wh0le heartedly
0ur l0ves will g0es str0nger each day
i heart u guys
muaks !